Rare Visitor

Me : How long has it been?
Sharon : about 14 years i suppose...
Me : wow... it's been so long since i've heard from you...
Me : i remember the 1st time we met... it was about pri 5 or 6 right?
Sharon : ya...
Me : wat happened to u? y the unhappy mood?
Sharon : nothing... juz feeling very angry... tell u some other time...
Me : okie... :)
(I wonder what's going on... hmm... queer...)

Rosette - Revisited

Was hanging around somerset todae...
felt bored...
so went rosette look look...
saw indian cheese... LOL...
and all our juniors... :P

talked to them for a while...
and found out dat they really hate indian cheese.... LOL...
they gave him a nickname...
orr kao... (Black Dog)
LOL!!!!!!
sae he keep barking at them... :P
anyway... when indian cheese was busy doing his stuff...
guess wat i saw?
our juniors...
PLAYING DAI DEE!!!!!!! O_o
diaoz......
wah... even prorer dan us... -_-

also saw the new yr menu and vdae menu...
$28/$38 for lunar new year menu... including yu sheng... LOL...
and...
$68 for 4 course valentines day menu... O_o
Zzz...
wah...

indian cheese also asked me if lemon was still around... LOL... :P

other dan indian cheese...
saw chanel also...
wah... this is her last week... :P
work until saturdae and free from rosette liao... LOL...

ah... yes... and btw...
went into indian cheese's office also...
wah... radio playing indian songs...
and smells like...
like...
indian spices... -_-
flower... or watever lah...
very heavy indiany smell...
wah... make it his 2nd home liao... LOL...

Walking back the road to and from rosette...
brings back memories...
good and bad...
sweet and bitter...
remember the 7-11 nights...
sitting there... talking... laughing...
rotting the night away...
but all those... are but... just memories...

- If time could turn back, I would want to re-live it again...

LV wallet Vs Pasar Malam wallet...

This post is dedicated solely for eugene...
coz i got too much things to sae...
so is unable to tag his blog...
so here i am... :P

the LV wallet... been wif u since ancient years...
of course... naturally... you'll have feelings for it...
deep bonding...
all your important documents... all your money...
time... effort... care...

one dae... u lose it...
it's like losing part of you... a piece of ur flesh...
ur ic... ur creditcards... ATM cards...
naturally too... you'll feel sad...
at worst... devastated...

lets sae IF u find it back one dae...
of course you'll want it back... u wouldn't mind having it back again...
but it'll never be the same again...
it might be different from when u lost it...
all your money gone...
maybe tattered... or torn...
important documents...
may it be appointment cards... name cards...
address slip... any paper related documents...
drenched in water...
u may recover the wallet... and put in extra effort into polishing... mending it back...
but still it may never regain it's former glory...

but... dat's juz an IF...
as u noe... it's an LV wallet...
anybody who possess it... will wanna keep it...
will never wanna return it to it's owner...
so there's no point waiting... hoping for some kind-hearted soul to give it back...
it's time to give up...
it's hard... but... that's how harsh life is...
u'll still need another wallet sooner or later...
once u get all ur ics and ATM cards reapplied...

and then u saw another wallet at the pasar malam...
though it's bigger and better...
somehow...
it can never replace the old one u had...
but time... can change anything...
one dae... u'll eventually forget abt ur old wallet...
and start putting all ur important documents back into this new wallet...

since u bought that wallet...
y not put in as much care into it as ur previous one?
nothing is perfect in this world...
ur old one is expensive... beautiful... but yet small...
ur new one is cheap... ok looking... but better in terms of size...
each have it's strengths and weaknesses...
the important thing is to focus on it's strength...
like your wallet based on it's strength... not it's weakness...

like the chinese saying goes...
if the old one never goes... the new one will never come...
since the old wallet have been lost...
no point thinking about it everydae...
living in history will never bring happiness...
think of reasons to like ur new wallet...

to err is human...
u have lost ur precious wallet once...
people make mistakes all the time...
wat's important is to learn from ur mistakes...
how long will it take to learn from ur mistakes...
make urself care for this new wallet more...
make sure u never lose it again... like with the previous one...
by then... you should have forgotten about the very 1st LV wallet...
however... if u should lose care to this wallet again...
and lose it again...
history will unfold again...
the memories of losing both wallets will haunt u again...

you need only one wallet to hold all your cards and money...
if u can't get back ur old one...
y not put it all in ur new one?

Every wallet deserves a chance... ;P

My Taste...

Have been thinking...
wat sort of girls appeal to me...
who have that X-Factor...
who is girlfriend calibre...

after looking at several photos...
and past experiences...
i've decided...
and come to a conclusion...
and have realised...
dat...
i'm interested in plump girls...
seriously odd...

no matter how hard i try...
i can never make myself fall in love with a skinny girl...
Zzz...
especially those with bony frame...
i can't imagine myself hugging a skeleton... O_o
i prefer pillows... soft and huggable...

also note english used...
i said plump... not FAT!!!
no fish balls pls...

so... aron... if u r reading this...
now u should noe y i told u i have totally no interest in ur j.s.
juz not gf material for me...

i have tried to like slim girls b4...
but grew outta it a while later...
slim girls are good for looking...
but never good as girlfriends...

somehow i feel...
slim girls... esp those pretty ones...
have some arrogance in their character...
though there are some rare ones...
but... i'm talking 1 in a billion... Zzz...
however those who are slightly below average in overall...
are those who have the most beautiful heart anyone could have...
i suppose this is wat u call...
the balance of life...
life is just...

Life - Fair or Unfair?

Questions 1st...
ask urself... is life fair?
many people... in fact... most people...
if not ALL people...
believe life is not fair... life is unfair right?
things like...
why am i poor? whereas other people out there owns cars and houses?
why do some people have 10 wives and i have none?
why can people get away with crime when i got caught the 1st time?
there are so many reasons as to why many think life's unfair...
but...
in actual fact... life... is INDEED fair...
why?
look... if u think life is unfair...
he thinks life is unfair...
she thinks life is unfair...
they think life is unfair...
we think life is unfair...
everyone thinks life is unfair...
the whole world thinks life is unfair...
doesn't dat mean that...
Life... is fair?
think about it... :P

imagine... u are so poor...
u live in a rented 2-room flat with ur parents and siblings...
u envy ur friend who is rich and lives in a 5 storey mansion...
grumbling to urself everydae...
wondering y life is so unfair...

there on the other hand...
your friend... though filthy rich...
had no kin...
and living alone in that cold lonely mansion... void of any life...
he wishes to be in ur shoes...
would rather have family and love than to own the world...
he too wonders... y life is unfair...
y did life take away his parents at such a young age...

our thinking and mindset is constructed...
based on our history... how we were brought up...
what type of environment we live in...
what type of friends we interact with...
that's why some value money more than love...
and some... love more than money...

some were blessed with good family relations and kinship...
love and warmth in the family...
but do not have the fortune of wealth...
we often take what we already have for granted...
and think it's only natural we possess such things...

if the tables were turned...
and u got all the money u could ever ask for...
in return of the lives of ur family and friends...
and your life would be void of any love and warmth...
you'll start to realise that you'd rather hav ur previous life back...

you can never have everything in the world...
you may not have something others have...
but you'll definately have something others don't...
such as it is...
Life... is fair...

we may not believe... because...
we REFUSE to believe...
we only regret when we take the wrong path in life...
the wrong decisions...
that could change our lives forever...
and are most likely which would be irreversable...
and might even scar us till the day we die...

Life itself can never be explained... Not even by science...

Coffee or Tea? None?

More often than not...
people... humans...
take everything for granted...
greed... is in the nature of most...
we are all born with greed...
always wanting everything to our possession...

we are never contented with the amount of money we have...
garfield is never happy with the amount of lasagne he can have...
America is never contented with their own oil...

greed is what drives everybody...
and it is also greed who will kill everybody...
got an inch... wanted a metre...
always wanting the best of both worlds...

here's a scenerio...
there are 2 conveyor belts...
seperated from each other by 10 metres...
one of each had a cup of coffee... the other a cup of tea...
both moving at different random speeds...
u cannot forsee which will reach faster...

coffee moved 1st... u stand at the belt waiting...
wanting both cups... u think... after collecting one... u rush over to the other belt and collect the other cup...
tea moved faster...
u rushed over to the other belt...
when tea is abt 2m from drop off point...
coffee suddenly moved very fast...
thinking u could rush over and collect the coffee... then rush back to tea...
u ran over...
but u were too late... coffee spilt on the floor...
rushing back to tea... it's already on the floor...

you wanted both...
yet ended with none...
if you could just wait at a single conveyor belt...
you could guarantee yourself with a cup of either coffee or tea...
no matter how fast or slow it moves...

a see-saw... one goes up... the other goes down...
u can never have both sides up in the air...
the only way is to break it in two... and have both held up in the air...
but what's good with a broken see-saw?

one can never have the best of both worlds...

How long will it take for you to learn your lessons?

Refomatted my PC...

Finally finished refomating my com... -_-
spent the whole of todae refomating my com...
now my com is like... so useless... Zzz...
this dun have... dat dun have...
everything not updated...
cannot do this... cannot do dat...
no games...
actually... doesn't matter... coz i seldom play any games either... LOL...
leave it to my bro to install... wahhahahaa!!!

now not working part time...
no money...
stay at home... nothing to do...
oso very sian... Zzz...
argh...........................................
wanna find a job...
but yet...
lazy to find... Zzz...
maybe endure till attachment den get pay...
dat's another 3mths more!!! O_o
i might die waiting till then...

haiz...
todae nothing to write...
so sian...
so write all rubbish...
résumé... haven finish yet... Zzz...
lazy to do...
even if finish...
no printer...
haizzzzzzzzzzz...............